Monday, May 10, 2010

The Mourning Dove

PART 1.

"John, you got to wake up! Open your eyes lad, We are waiting for you!"

The shrill voice was my mother's, dead for about three years from now.  
As I opened my eyes to look around, I could make out that I was chained to the bed. The bed sheet had stains of blood and rotten flesh all over. I was not sure, how long I lay there. I was still wearing my favorite red checker shirt with the ripped jeans. There was nothing fancy. I could see my hands tied to the bed post on either side of my head as I lay staring at the tattered ceiling. There was no fan and the big chandelier threw up light  from a cross section. A pair of legs were lying by the right side of the bed at some distance on the floor, i guess those were mine. The black leather shoes with a flat heel still intact, it had to be mine.   

I was dead to begin with...

As i gathered myself, I didn't struggle to free from the thick set of chains. My hands just popped out. I sat for a while, confused as I did not understand any of this.  There was no bright flashes of light or winged angels coming down to take me on a flight. It was just me, fresh, light and without any pain, although dead. I crawled out of the bed clinging to one of the post for support. The first thing I needed was my legs and they were lying their to be picked up. I guess there were some better options to choose from, as it was heavily mutilated from the knee up. Yet I couldn't help wonder the possibility of sticking it up my torso, tried the best i could and it did stick, with minimal effort. I was surprised and it dawned on me that I had to think what I wished to accomplish and i could do it. I was handsome, vulnerable, confused, walking ghost.

The room was huge,could have been more than 20 feet long. It had a dungeon like feeling.  There were no windows. The room had a door huge enough to let an elephant in, and it lay to the side opposite to the bed. The room was dimly lit and a  faint shine came from the chandelier, up above. 

I had never been here before. I couldn't assume it to be hell. It looked more of a medieval dungeon to me or entrails of a prison cell marooned on an island. All I could think at that moment was that I must have been brought here on a Tuesday, the day I was wearing Red checker shirt with the ripped jeans. The day I was aware of myself being alive. The day I met Amy and her friend Eli.